12.15.2006
"Excuse me sir, but I had plans to die tonight."As morbid as that sounds everything is going okay. I'm no longer looking at a chasm of nothing and oblivion. For the time being at least. It is serene almost. That isn't to say there isn't anger, frustration, fear, longing, sadness and all the other things that are negative but necessary to appreciate the positive. It simply means it isn't currently consuming me entirely. It is serene but not in the definition sense and you know what I'll take it.
Time is nearly up.
"Just do as you're instructed and take this razor and cut your palms. I'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow. Now drip your ruby red over the casket. A funeral for my once loved youth."
Fin~
# posted by Diana: 5:30 p.m. |