11.14.2006
Its been awhile. I wish I could say life has been exciting and happening and full of good cheer and all that sort of perky jazz but instead its been ... I don't know the word. Its not dull or monotonous or numb or boring. Its just been kinda blank? My English skills are sub par and yesterday was a dumb day I daresay I'm feeling residual effects.Everything seems to just be happening. Its not really good or bad or interesting or boring. Its barely stimulating but far from the void of nothing I occasionally live through.
Maybe its because a lot of it has been trivial and there has been much on my mind. A lot of retail therapy, dining out, working mundane activities, attending repeatitive classes, drinking, socializing, the general life in which I lead. Its no longer stimulating. Well it was hardly stimulating to begin with but at least before I was able to conduct it with some enjoyment.
I still do, sometimes.
Other problem my crazy ass moodiness. Well just yesterday I swear I was in hysterics from flashes of anger to just laughing like dieing with laughter. I blame this all on the gourmet jelly beans and the starvation I was enduring as we made our like fiftieth trip to the mall.
I dunno, Deja Vu kinda sucks, cuz the past definately does.
And End Scene.
# posted by Diana: 9:14 a.m. |