10.23.2005
I need to say goodbye, but its so hard. How am I supposed to make it all seem at ease when really its so complex? How do I make it seem casual and nonchalant when it could so easily be seen as melodramatic and extreme? How do I hide how much it hurts when its nothing? How do I leave it all behind?The count just keeps rising and soon I won't even be able to mar my arms with the counts... 10 and 7 for the time being... I bet by Monday it'll be 10 and 8 or who knows maybe even 10 and 9.
Bren... I need you....
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